The end of my last spring break :(

well i figured i haven't written a blog all weekend so i should write one today. theres not much to say except my parents are in mexico for the week so i have the car all to myself. i'm just praying everything goes well. i've already driven by myself and sometimes i forget to check my speed and i end up going 20 km over the speed limit. i don't mean to i just forget sometimes to look and see... i was concentrating on the other drivers on the road. particularly the guy who was riding on my butt for a while. when we came to a stop light i looked in my rear-view mirror and the guy was just yaking away... the girl seemed like she was upset or that she just didn't care what the heck he was saying. i tried to tell him to shut up but thats kind of hard when you're confined to the car in front of them. anywho i felt really bad for that girl and i hated that guy for being so close to my rear end! well today is the first day back at school after a very non-productive spring break. ya i cleaned out my room amazingly well but thats about all i did for the entire two weeks. i am so lazy... sometimes i wish i wasn't this lazy but you know what?? i think i really just needed to rest this spring break anyways. the rest did me lots of good. anyways i'm pretty sure i could've slept in later since i am driving myself to school but i like to stick to my routine. now i might be sitting around for a while waiting until i actually have to leave. Adios amigos!

WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!

just thought i'd express my pure joy of the fact that i passed!!! meaning i am now an "N" driver. no more Loser driver for me!! now i'm a Nerd. it's so exciting!! i get to drive by myself for the first time tomorrow... ah! kind of scary but i think i'll manage. my parents are also gone to Mexico all next week so i get to use my moms car. altho only too and from school basically but still so exciting!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!

Life...

i really don't know what to say right now i just felt like writing a blog entry. life is crazy and it throws things at you. i hate it when it throws things. life is so complicated i've never really quite figured out the whole purpose. right now my purpose is graduate from high school. i have a really sick feeling in my stomach that i can't get out. i want to eat food but i can't. i went to the dentist today too... not fun... my dentist is kind of intimidating. then i went to shoppers drugmart!! its a great place and i bought stuff. it made me feel somewhat better. i actually ate dinner tho so now my stomach is almost back to normal. well it ought to be time i hit the hay. goodnight blog readers and fellow bloggers!

YC!!!

well i'm back from youth conference and... it was freakin amazing!! by far this YC and the very first YC i went to have been the best out of all of them. i am so thankful to have been a part of this whole experience and i'm so glad that i have God in my life. here are some pictures from an awesome weekend in calgary, alberta.

This is the worship band at YC... they were so awesome!!

heres a small group of people from our group.

Nick's eye got really red for some reason and he wanted me to take a picture of it.

Kyle and Danielle (some people thought it was fun to call her DaniellA... she did not appreciate it) this is the happy couple!


me with my "brother" Dylan!!

Why am I awake at 4am??

so i'm awake... i woke up a little too early and i don't have much to do. therefore i'm writing down my thoughts for my blog. i am up at 4am b/c i'm going to youth conference in calgary!! i'm really excited... i had trouble sleeping but i did get at least 5 hours of sleep in b/4 i had to wake up. well after this weekend i'm going to need a lot of sleep. good thing i have 2 weeks of spring break instead of just one. so its 4am... i think i'll go make myself a hot chocolate!

IKEA!!

yesterday my sis and i went to Ikea!! it was so much fun!! i loved it! it was the first time that i had actually spent a lot of money at ikea and it felt so great. i'm so excited to put up the pictures i bought... they r so pretty and now that my room is clean it's going to look amazing! well that's my excitement for now.

Spring Cleaning

well i'm cleaning out my room... not just the regular shove things under the bed and make everything look good but actually going through absolutely everything and sorting out whats garbage and such. it's very tedious and i hate it but i know i will feel so liberated in the end. i've been cleaning for at least 4 hours. i don't even think i'm half done... i think this may be like a 2 or 3 day job. at least i'm on vacation now and i don't have to think too much about school. oh but wait i got homework over the holidays... that sucks but what can u do right? anywho i'm going to grab a snack and go back to my cleaning. see ya...

Joys!!

i just thought i'd express how happy i am it is the last day of school and then...

SPRING BREAK!!!!

Awaiting the joys of holidays!

i can't wait till spring break!! it's going to be so amazing! holidays r what i live for. i only have two more days of school i have to endure b/4 i am free for two whole weeks! it'll be a time for discovery and thinking and learning. i'm going to youth conference in calgary and i'm so stoked. thats about all the travelling i may do. i should probably look for a job as well... i need like a saturday job... nothing too big. anywho i don't have many other thoughts today... i will enjoy these last two days as best i can. signing off...

Sunny but... still freezing cold!

well theres no more snow thank goodness! but its still so freakin cold outside and b/c its cold outside its cold inside therefore making my nose and hands freezing. my nose is not preparing to get warm any time soon and i hate it when my nose is cold. oh well enough complaining for today. apparently friday many people r skipping b/c we're not really doing anything friday anyways. altho i do have a history test but i could take it early... not that thats really a good idea for me but i don't know. well i just got a call from Calvin College... such nice people but really if i wanted to go there i think i would have already applied. anywho i've been asked to be on worship team for youth tonight... we'll see if i can. it should be fun. well thats my ramble for today... bye...

Winter Wonderland??

ya its snowing again. it's really starting to annoy the heck out of me i wish i could make it stop, but it won't STOP!! oh the frustrations of living in BC where the weather fluctuates like none other. at least we should have a snow day, but no there is school today. the worst thing is that the last time it snowed Credo had a snow day and we go on the same buses! so freakin stupid. i am so ready for spring to come... i don't care if it rains all the time i just want some other weather than snow. well it's time i got off the computer and went to school. those of u who still like the snow i hope u enjoy it. Au revoir!

Chicken Catching!!

say chicken catching 10 times fast!! can u do it?? i certainly can't even if my life depended on it. well i went chicken catching today and it was amazing. here are some amazing photos!!

Spa night!!

totally just had a spa night and it was amazing!! truely a great idea... beauticontrol rocks! it was especially amazing w/ the story that came along w/ the relaxing part. leanne made it a little less relaxing w/ her thoughts about Pedro that she said out loud. fantasies r good to have sometimes... it lets u get away from everything else. then Thomas proceeded to give Courtney a makeover... not too bad of a job i must say. way better than i've seen any other guy do. we also played rockband and we were belting out those lyrics like we knew them when most of the time we were trying to read what it said. we did pretty good overall. the best one for me was american woman and dirty little secret. i love singing outrageously... altho it kind of hurts my throat but whatevs. and my face is as soft as a baby's bottom. i can't stop touching my beautifully soft face. please comment on my blog it would make my day. anywho tis time to retire. good night to all who actually read this.

A Moment

today was an awesome day!! it was actually sunny outside for once. a great day for a walk and it stayed sunny till like 6pm!! so crazy. i actually did hw too, not at school for once. we also got new appliances delivered and they're being installed by my parents as i type. we got a new hood fan, oven/stove, a dishwasher and a new fridge!! all stainless steal too. its pretty amazing. i think overall i've been in a generally good mood today. i also watched Lost last night and it was pretty freakin amazing. and thats my life for today.

Time...

today has been really weird... i've felt like i'm mentally absent from everything. i'm really slow and just very spacy. for a few minutes just now it felt like time was frozen b/c the trees weren't moving... they just stood still. i don't really know if ur getting what i'm trying to say here but i'm going to keep rambling on. time just seems to be fluctuating and i can't keep track of it and then i feel really disoriented. time is one of my biggest fears... not having enough of it here on earth. everything goes by w/ every day and we keep living life. what if it were to just stop or change? if i don't make sense don't worry about it... it happens a lot where i ramble and i don't make sense. now anna is gone... on a plane and somehow it doesn't feel too different. well actually thats a lie its kind of put me off-balance and ma/b thats why i'm so weird today. so subconciously i realize that there is something missing and its setting my mind and body off balance w/ everything i was doing today. i guess that one hug i get from anna every day has some sort of effect on my life... i really don't think i'm making sense but it makes sense in my head and i think thats ok. i don't even know if anyone has read my blog or even knows i have a blog so this could really just be as pointless as ever. i've told people about it but ma/b i should send them a link. anywho my whole persona has been offset today by the mere fact that anna is gone. I MISS YOU ANNA AND I LOVE YOU TOO!! i can't wait to hear about all the cool things that happened on ur trip. this is Sheila signing off...

In the beginning...

Well this is my very first official blog post! i don't really know what to say except this is really exciting that i'm actually a part of the blog world. i'm not very creative with words so i'm just going to write whatever i feel like. thats what blogs r for right? well anna is the one who convinced me to create a blog so i did so that she knows whats happening in my life while shes gone to Gondo in South Africa. i guess i can think of this as my online journal that everyone is allowed to read so ma/b i should censor it since some things i write in my journal r kind of personal. right now in my life everything is pretty good. except the bachelor is such a freakin idiot!! if u watch it u know what i'm talking about. he dumps the one he picks on national television and makes out w/ the other girl on national television. if hes going to be like that what is going to stop him from doing it to the next girl? anywho thats my biggest frustration right now besides the fact that i have a math midterm tomorrow and i just don't seem to be understanding any of it. like i think i know what i'm doing but on the tests i get it all wrong. do not take math 12 or history 12 they will ruin u!! alright i've got nothing profound to say so this is Sheila signing off.