Royal Wedding Bliss

so if anyone actually reads this blog I'm sure some of you got up super early this morning for the royal wedding. sleep is very important to me especially if I'm working early in the morning. therefore, I slept during the live version of the wedding. i just watched a recap and I'm pretty sure it was the same as the first time around. just saying... but it was a beautiful wedding and I can't imagine one that could be more of a fairytale beginning. it is definitely the event of the century. Prince Harry would be next on the list to be wed... he is fine. There is something about the red hair... if you marry someone with red hair you might end up with red head little children. it would be the cutest thing ever! so that is my short but sweet rant about the wedding... I thought I'd be different than everybody and write about it on my blog instead of facebook :) Toodaloo!!

36 hours in a day??

why is it when I do something wrong it is the worst thing that could ever happen but when I do something right its not even acknowledged. maybe i'm just to fragile and touchy in this hormonal chunk of the month. on another note I made a smore over a fire... that is greatness right there :) nothing can compare to the taste of a fire roasted marshmallow and melted chocolate dripping all over your face just waiting to be licked off and loved... that is the best! I also have to make a cake for thursday bc I promised my girl Jill that I would. rainbow cake with chocolate icing. I cant wait to make it and lick my fingers. theres a lot of licking going on in this post. I love that now I work morning shifts every so often I have time to write on this online journal. blogging has to be one of my favorite things. if I had a list of favourite things this would be on it... maybe I should create a list and post it on here. that could take a while so dont expect anything soon. I wish there was such a thing as extending days... make them longer so we had more time. Like making them 36 hours instead of 24. that would be interesting. then I think everyone would be able to have 8 hours of sleep and they'd still have 28 hours to kill while they are awake. I'm rambling on about pretty much nothing but thats just what I do... theres no changing it. another thing that would be really great would be if there were more activities to do in the lower mainland. we are always at a loss as what to do with our time... we made a list but it is not the most helpful. langley is boring... and the surrounding towns arent the greatest either. some people have the ability to come up with some crazy activities that I would never think of. those people are the ones that can make anything fun and think outside the box. I dont really think outside the box but I do try my darnest. I had a dream the other night about falling in love with a prince and woke up thinking,"Where is he?" I havent found him yet but I'm sure he is out there somewhere I just hope not too far. anywho thats all... TOODLES to all you ladies and gents!

One more thing

guess what I forgot to say??? I'm going to be an Auntie for the 3rd time!!!!! That's all...

Day after day after day...

lately it has been a little hectic in my life and thengs have come up and it is really not the best timing but what can you do? I'm feeling kind of lost in the fog of every day. everything I do in a day is just automatic reaction especially at work. I feel that I really need to break out of this funk, but how? I need to find something to keep me occupied. photography is my hobby but there are only so many pictures you can take of the same flowers in your own backyard. do I need to venture out? i don't think I need to venture I just need someone or something inspiring to just go with and take pictures. I have not been inspired lately and it gets very frustrating. my best inspiration was when I took millions and millions of pictures of flowers. I went non-stop for at least a few months. it was a streak that I wasnt ready to stop until I realized that the passion for it died out. Ive been waiting for a new passion but really what I have found is people... people in the natural state. not posed. just in the natural state not trying to look beautiful or trying to get the best side of them in the picture. just plain running around aloof like kids. my friends have been willing subjects but I want to expand and I don't know how. I know taking a course on it would help but to tell you the truth I like learning on my own. figuring out things by myself. making discoveries. it is kind of like in drama when you put on a skit or play one of the things that need to happen in a scene is a discovery. in photography I learn things about my camera and how everything work and I also discover God's creation through the lens. I dont know if an inspiration will get me out of this robotic day after day routine that is on rerun, but I hope and hope is all I can ask for in this time of desperation. I'll be back!

Variables...

what if... it is a big question that lingers in our minds every once in a while when something happens. what if I did this differently or what if I had gone here first and then there. there are so many times in my life where I have questioned the situations I'm in. the truth asking the question "what if?" is not going to change what has come to pass. what if is not a controller of life... you can't let it do that because you will be second guessing every single move you make. even when it may be the worst situation that you've been in you need to take a step back, breath and let the pieces fall where they may. be an optomist... I know that is a hard task to take on for some of us when the whole world seems to be going against us, but you need to at least try be positive. you never know some good could come out of every situation. take life one step at a time. there will be a time to question things and why they happened but you can't wonder "what if?" it won't make anything easier. in my experience i need to make the same mistake a few times before I finally get what I'm suppose to be doing. take the curve balls and throw them back. make it work to your advantage. In the end whatever you do is up to you. your actions can change the minutes of your life in one split second. make that second count. use your brain and stay alert. there are too many variables to question it. now all I need to do is take my words of wisdom and put them into practice... its not going to be easy. so long, farewell...