the pioneers would freeze here too...

IT'S FREAKING COLD IN THIS HOUSE!!!!

yes my emotions r running high and they come and go as they please and i'm ready to just through myself on the ground and make it all stop!

BLAH!

hair today, gone tomorrow...

Here is me with short hair as i promised... it is not the most flattering picture as when i photograph myself it never turns out the best. its just so u can see my hair tho so no biggy. TaDa!

word vomit.

urge to blog... i can't help this urge but i've had many urges these past few days. i just have no idea where my life is headed but its ok. its just hard seeing everyone else move forward when i've moved next to nowhere. why can't life be a fairytale? where u get everything u ever dreamed of including the perfect guy. its hard to wait for things to fall into place and its difficult when people keep pushing u and pushing u somewhere u don't want to go. i just kind of wish that sometimes i would be on my own where no one is there to push me but myself. i need my best friend back... i'm just not good at confrontations. life was great till it fell apart. now i feel like i can't put the pieces back together. life stinks...

drastic times call for drastic measures...

i thought i should say HELLO... there is not much to say except my hair has been chopped off. thats right 14 inches of my hair gone! so in other words i've lost 5 pounds. it feels rather liberating since my hair has been long for as long as i can remember. now it is as short as i've ever had it. its perfect too b/c i wake up in the morning and i don't have to do anything... just pin it so its out of my face and voila! i will post pictures sometime... not now... i'm too lazy atm. thats my story... toodaloo!!