How Will I Know -- Whitney Houston

There's a boy I know, he's the one I dream of 
Looks into my eyes, takes me to the clouds above 
Ooh I lose control, can't seem to get enough 
When I wake from dreaming, tell me is it really love 

Chorus: 
How will I know (Don't trust your feelings) 
How will I know 
How will I know (Love can be deceiving) 
How will I know 
How will I know if he really loves me 
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I say a prayer with every heart beat 
I fall in love whenever we meet 
I'm asking you what you know about these things 
How will I know if he's thinking of me 
I try to phone but I'm too shy (can't speak) 
Falling in love is all bitter sweet 
This love is strong why do I feel weak 

Oh, wake me, I'm shaking, wish I had you near me now 
Said there's no mistaking, what I feel is really love 

Chorus 

If he loves me, if he loves me not (X3) 

Sup?

Well it has been a while. I can say that since my last post my life has improved. I am now happily unemployed trying to find a job and it seems to be an endless search. I'm frustrated and a little discouraged but its not stopping me from searching. I feel that if any number of jobs gave me a chance they would be happy with the work I do. unfortunately most places are looking for someone with more experience and that I do have just not enough. If someone doesn't hire me though, how am I supposed to get experience. I did go back to school but that hasn't seemed to help me much. In the meantime I am hanging around home cleaning and cooking when I feel like it and hanging out with my niece and my nephew. Maybe this is just a blessing in disguise. I am being optimistic and thanks to my parents I still have a roof over my head and food to eat so I am very thankful for that. I'm waiting for the ball to start rolling... I'm ready to move ahead in life, but right now I'm slightly stuck. we shall see where this leads me. right now my hope is here, my prayer is being heard and I'm not worrying about tomorrow. Adios amigos!