Disconnected much?

I am I getting anywhere with my life? right now i feel so disconnected with everyone b/c i work till 8pm :P what a stupid shift... sometimes it can even go till 9pm. like its not that i hate the shift its that i dont get to see anyone. i'm always coming home when people r ready for bed. sometimes they are in bed by the time i get home. its kind of annoying but i suppose i have to live with it. i'm getting used to it but at the same time i just really wish that my social life would still thrive. we'll see how next week goes... whether it goes well or what i can fit into my schedule. frankly i miss being with other people that arent my co-workers. not that i hate my co-workers. i just havent made connections with them. we talk but sometimes it gets awkward b/c we dont know each other as well as i'd like to. at least i have a paycheck coming in :D i'm so looking forward to saturday tho!! School play!! LWW!!! super duper stoked!!

In a fog...

my mind is in a fog...
where else could it be?
my life is in a fog...
thats where it should stay.
It's all a blur...
no where to turn.
just following the path...
can't change whats behind.
keep moving forward...
thats where the fog will lead.
step by step
breath by breath
playing it out
choices to be made
a future to be discovered.
knowing where we stand
finding out where we'll end up.
hills and mountains
wherever I am
the fog is here.