Monday, April 6, 2009
...it'll stunt your growth, that's a fact.
well today didn't get much better... i wish life wasn't so complicated. right now i feel an enormous amount of guilt, regret and disappointment. this is not the way i want to live my life. right now i just need to get past this milestone in my life that is actually blocking the road i'm on that is life. there are some things i can't comprehend or wrap my mind around and it bugs the heck out of me. i've never felt so helpless in my entire life. i don't know whats wrong w/ me or what i'm doing wrong i just can't figure anything out. sometimes i want to wish it all away and start new... start w/ a blank slate but that doesn't always work. life ain't no etch'e'sketch. i know the weather is beautiful and i appreciate it but i find it hard to enjoy when i'm in such a mopey mood. i really just want to ball my eyes out and wish it all away... why is life so freakin difficult sometimes? i don't get it... i try to understand but i can't. i also feel an enormous amount of pressure right now too. i can't function properly and i don't know what i need to do. hopefully tomorrow is a new, brighter and better day.
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anooooother our town quotation!!! =)
ReplyDeletewhat i have to say is this SB: God does know what He has planned for you, and will not give you anything less than unbelievable. sometimes we walk the road He takes us on quite blindly though, and it is not fun when you can't understand or see where you are, where you've been, or what is ahead. He is always trustworthy though, and He will never let go of you and never has.
life ISN'T easy, but that's half the beauty of it. if it weren't for challenges, we'd have no victories. if we understood everything we would have nothing to learn.
i love you.
so, so, much.
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