word vomit.

urge to blog... i can't help this urge but i've had many urges these past few days. i just have no idea where my life is headed but its ok. its just hard seeing everyone else move forward when i've moved next to nowhere. why can't life be a fairytale? where u get everything u ever dreamed of including the perfect guy. its hard to wait for things to fall into place and its difficult when people keep pushing u and pushing u somewhere u don't want to go. i just kind of wish that sometimes i would be on my own where no one is there to push me but myself. i need my best friend back... i'm just not good at confrontations. life was great till it fell apart. now i feel like i can't put the pieces back together. life stinks...